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Name: CJ
Country: United States
State: North Dakota
Birthday: 12/28/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Swimming, running, rock climbing, watching college hockey, football, and soccer, hanging out, movies, music, poetry, shakespeare, Poe, very few books but i enjoy kurt vonnegut and mikhail bulkakov.
Expertise: pretending everything's ok
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
MSN: cocomo1228
Yahoo:  coco_gurl1228
Member Since:
2/9/2005
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| You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted
[Chorus:]
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you
[Repeat Chorus]
You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)
Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you
-taylor swift
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| I finished my final senior presentation this past thursday. i was sooooo nervous and shouldn't have been.... but i was, and they really shouldn't make such a big deal out of it. it is kinda stupid. but, oh well. all my stuff printed out really good. only a few mishaps here and there. Project management was good this morning. we didn't really have to present anything, all we did was have a discussion about the final project and then about other random completely pointless things.
one final test left.... technical report writing... ich.
cut 4 more mats and print my photos for documentary photo and mat them and turn them in.
Pack up at least some of my stuff... i haven't even started yet.
Graduate on Friday!!! I have to be there at 9 am?!?! are they kidding?!?!?! seriously... an hour before? what do they need an hour before for??? for those of us who'll show up late prolly huh? hmmm... yeah, that would be me. and how dressy is this graduation here??? i've been to some where it's almost black tie, and then some where flip flops were the main shoe... so, i have no idea. should be interesting.
It's almost sad. I saw a few people today and talked and said good-bye and all, and I really don't know when i'll see them again... it's weird, it's been the same people for the last 4 years, all the same classes with them, and now, hmmm... i'm gonna miss 'em. | | |
| I bought a car!!! you gotta check out the pictures, there should be 3 of them under photos, i'm still working on figuring out the whole loading pictures thing cuz i don't usually take time to figure things out i don't already know... :p but anywayz... it's a purdy mustang... right car at the better then right price :D
My interview this morning i feel went extremely well. I got along and was able to talk to everyone that asked me questions and i wasn't as nervous when i got in there as i was when i was sitting in my car thinking about going in. So, i'm praying i got the job. It would be soooo fricken awesome! a huge magazine company doing their graphic design and layout and advertising... but they have about 7 more interviews coming up they said, so i won't know until the first week of may. but still... i'm sooo excited.... but i know, don't get my hopes up too high. i'm sure i'll find something, even if it isn't that specific job... but i really really really hope it is that one.
and, i'm in GF right now again... i'll be back tonite i'm thinking... depending on what mom is making for supper and how awake i am. and that's all for now....
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| I HAVE AN INTERVIEW TOMORROW AT A MAGAZINE COMPANY TO BE THEIR GRAPHIC DESIGNER/LAYOUT DESIGNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (yeah... it's for a biofuels magazine... that's s'posedly an international magazine company... idk... ) BUT I'M KINDA EXCITED!!! (now what do i wear????) | | |
| In the winding down hours
I let your heart down again
(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)
(I'm no better than the ones before me)
Old habits die hard
I always end up hating the end
(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)
(I'm no better than the ones before me)
I'm in the middle of a breakdown
Watching you scream
In the middle of a breakdown
Screaming at me
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you'd have it your way?
And by the way
By the way
Don't say I didn't warn you
That I'll always stay the same
Speechless and frozen
Uncomfortable silence again
(What did I do to make a scene so gory?)
(I'm no better than the ones before me)
I'm in the middle of a breakdown
Watching you scream
In the middle of a breakdown
Screaming at me
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you'd have it your way?
And by the way
By the way
Don't say I didn't warn you
That I'll always stay the same
Battered and bruised
Broken confused
It's time we both knew
Can't stop what I started
This time we both lose, lose
And by the way
By the way
What made you think you'd have it your way
And by the way
By the way
Don't say I didn't warn you
That I'll always stay the same
The same, the same,
I'll always stay the same
(battered and bruised)
The same, (broken confused), the same
I didn't warn you that I'd always stay the same
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